MY WORLD

Dear Dearest _______, [You Know Who You Are] I Cannot Contact You In AnyWay Or How, I Know What Happened Already, Don't Shut Yourself Out From This World. Be Back The Way You Were Last Time Okay? I Know You Do Read My Blog Almost EveryDay, For That I Thank You. But Shutting Yourself Out From The World, Ignoring EveryOne Who Cares For You By Putting On A Mask To Hide Your True Feelings, For That, Shit You.

Its Known To Some People That You Like Her Alot, 1Year Plus, Promised Me A Trillion Times To Let Go Of Her, But For Her, You Changed So Much But you Wore A Mask To Hide It. Is That What A Man Should Do? When You Miss Her, You Smoke Till You Stop Thinking About Her, Even Till The Extent Of 28Sticks That Day Which Stunned Me. You Told Me, Quitting Soon Quitting Soon, But From What I See, You Got Even More Addicted. Always Telling Me, 'For Her I Quit Smoking.' Till Now, Nothing've Changed.

At Times, Seeing You Cry Yourself Silently To Sleep, Thinking About Her. My HeartAches For You. Telling Me All About Her And Her Stuff. It's Time To Move On Already, She Made It Clear That You And Her Is Impossible, That Was Obvious After Your 8th Confession Failed. Yet You Didn't Listen, Thinking That Showing Her Love And Concern, Accompanying Her When She's Bored Will Change Her Mind, Sorry To Be So Straight Forward, Her Feelings For You WILL NOT CHANGE. She Just Treat You No More Than A Friend. FRIEND! This Is Reality, My Friend. I Really Hope You See The Fact. You Cried your Heart Out When She Was Attached To SomeOther Guy SomeTime Back, But Telling Her You Didn't Cry Nor Feel Sad, But Felt Happy For Her, You Didn't Want Her To Worry I Guess? You Are Willing To Be There For Her Anytime And Anywhere, Willing To Do Even The Stupidest Thing For Her. I Respect You For This Courage. But It's So Obvious That She Doesn't Care About It, You Once Kneeled Down In A Open Space, In Front Of Me And Swore To Your Grave That You Will Do Anything For Her, I Smiled And Praised You For Being Such A Nice Guy. But It's Time I Let You Break That Promise Because You Have And Must Let Go Of Her. Before You Went Missing, You Told Me You Prayed Hard That She will Celebrate A Post Valentine's Day Date With You, But You Didn't Dare Ask Cause You Felt Inferior To Her, If You Want, Pluck up Some Courage And Ask Her Straight. Don't Because Of You Thinking That She Will Reject It And Be Afraid, Be A Man, Do The Right Thing.

After You Read This Post Made For You, Rest Well, Keep Your Promise To Me To Forget Her. You Can Find Me AnyTime, I'll Be There, I Promise. Take Good Care.

With Love,
Shuo Feng Brother. :)