MY WORLD

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Well, came to blog. I seriously don't know how to study eh. UT3 next week and i only just finished Comm Prac. Tomorrow going to study in Outback during my break. Cognitive. I hope i can finish it in 90mins. Just revise problem 11-15. The rest just scan through and freshen my memory. Thursday will start on OB, also during work. Friday, gonna be my birthday. But somehow, i don't feel excited at all, stress is really piling up on me. After going out with TCC, Will be home to study OB. And hopefully i can complete then. Saturday i have to study science as my science grade dropped and abit of OB if i cannot finish. And before i sleep, Revise Cognitive. Sunday work 12-9 then home to rest. Next Monday, UT starts. I really have no mood to study now. No motivation. NOTHING! DAM IT! Will have to buck up, and i will pass all my UTs! (i try)

Will blog after UT3! :D Bye!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

SIGH! NO LIFE DURING HOLIDAYS! WORK AND WORK AND WORK. HAVEN'T EVEN STUDY FOR UT3! ZZZq THOUGH I DL MY 6P ALREADY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE! EVEN I OFF ALSO DOTA! WTH! SIAO LIAOOOOOOOOO! BETTER GO MUG SOON!

Okay, will blog soon. Busy working this few days. :D

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Okay, Many things happened again. Shall say it out one by one.

School's holiday are here, but abit 舍不得. W46C, my first class in RP gave me tons of things to remember, First friends made in RP, Knew what is it like to bond together thick and thin no matter how hard the problem may be. Missed the Kbox session me, JJ, Leon, Dom, Steph and Huili went to. Memories, i will never forget them, though some seniors and friends in RP say in Year2, we will forget the memories and talk lesser to them even lost contact. I hope not. I love this class no matter what happened between us. Chalet in September / October, i'm going to attend no matter what, though not everyone is going, it's good to have fun with at least some classmates. ILOVEW46C! Thanks for the memories and those who taught me how to do animation in presentation. Will Miss You Guys Loads and Tons! <3

UT3 are coming, waiting for all the 6Ps to be released before i start making notes and study. I seriously do not want to go back for Year4. Though my results now have chances of making me go back for Year4. Comm. Prac and OB. I scored F for OB's UT2. How Great Is That? -.- I wanted to blog about it but lost mood for it. Till now. I want Score a B for ALL Module at UT3, not going to disappoint Mentor and the other faci's anymore.

OB's renovation is over. Floor is nice. Epic change, bar is the same, Bigger Floor lesser tables. Can see that there is more long tables. Kitchen KNS! Dish Wash reduce in size. Everytime closing, the old dish wash alrdy packed like shit. Imagine it's smaller by 1/3? Everything put outside. Everyone's complaining. Chiller dam small, put things also no space. Old chiller was better, everything neat and proper. Not like now, stack stack stack, squeeze squeeze squeeze. Z. How to find things like that? Z. Don't feel like mentioning about the FUCKED UP Ashif. Epic failed kitchen manager. -'- that CB kia. Only know how bootlick manager.

Life as usual, gonna have lots of plan for this holiday. Work, give Irene tuition, Training back at Goju-kai to represent Goju for her 30th anniversary. W46C's chalet. WORK WORK WORK.
See so many work inside, you should know what i mean already.
Just so suddenly, the moment i see you, it was the moment i fell for you.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Sigh, everything was going smoothly for me today, just something that i saw something that pulled my mood down to 0.

Communication results are out. E. One freaking E. Even though i study, i got E. Yvette didn't study and she got a B+. Sigh. Sometimes i think deep within me, study so hard, still fail or do so-so only. Classmates always say, 'Alex always sleep in class. Don't contribute' It's not i don't want to, it's just that, my body feels tired after all the working and stuff. I didn't bother to explain to anyone as childish people in my class will say those lanjiao wei, which i totally dislike. If you guys think it is so easy to be independant, go ahead, no one is stopping you. All of you have pocket money from your parents, no need work, carefree life, everyday after school hang out together. While i just work non-stop, you guys really think i don't want to stop? You think i'm not tired? I AM! i seriously am. But, thinking of everything i have to contribute, from phone bills, laptop installments, transport fees, own pocket money. Which sums up to >400SGD. If i don't work, how am i going to get all this money? My family financial is not really good, that's why i opted to be independant, to relieve my parents stress of earning more money to feed me and my elder brother. Is there anything wrong? If there is anything wrong, tell me. i will reason it out with you. Trust me, being independant is tiring but will let you learn more things in life.

I gave it a serious thought, if i have to retain year 1 or go back for year 4, i will quit school. I will enlist into army earlier, after coming out of army, i will maybe go into starting my own business, i don't know. Life is unpredictable, but nevertheless, i want to go through poly smoothly like what i had in my primary school and secondary school. i don't want to waste anymore time.

I just hope, OB grade will make me happier, a C+ will do, i expect nothing much.

Life Sucks When You're Down.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

School as usual today, woke up at 730 and rushed to anders house as he was driving today. Reached school @ 910 and in class @ 915. Went down to grab a bite with Mat-thew and came back up to do worksheet. Fell asleep during meeting 2 and woke up when faci tried to explain to us in details of what was needed in today presentation. Went to other classes to do the ppt which was short and sweet. Meeting 3 was epic, slept all the way through till my team's turn. After finishing, left the class early to pei Anders and ZG and kachua to TM for some stuff, after that home sweet home. Today kinda boring, but just blogged to atone my sins for the month of july. 2 post only. ZZ!

Fucking KenKhor! KAYPO LAN! :D

Monday, August 2, 2010

Okay, have been staring at blogger for 15mins thinking of what to say, well, nonetheless, nothing. Many things happened in this 17days. Will slowly say it out.

Well, People always say Good people will be repayed with kindness, fuck this shit seriously, in my life this year, no bitches/ sluts/ backstabber/ whoever fuck i hate, DIED. NONE! And yet, those nice people moved on to a better place. First was Ah Meng Brother, Then Egan, Then Bernard Then Aunty Jenny Lau. Seriously sia, another 2 good people have been removed from my side of friends / aunt. Bernard passed away at 15years old, yes. 15YEARS OLD. Died on the operating table. Got Stung something venomous and didn't know till the effects came, by then. Too late. Was talking to him before he was admitted to hospital's A&E. He was positive that the operation would be successful and come out to watch this year's NDP. But sadly, none of this came true for him. His parents chose to cremate his body on the spot and no funeral was held as he was young and they wanted it to be a hush hush affair, well, i'll visit his parents soon i hope.
Aunty Jenny Lau, a person whom i known from my primary school days due to my mum joining the Parents Support Group and they became best friends with a group of people. Talked to her many times in my primary school days. From i left primary school till now, 5years, i've only seen her 3times, and suddenly, reached home from work and my mum said that she passed away. i was stunned. Bernard then Aunty Jenny Lau. All within a week. She was a nice lady, though she was strict with her son, Jeremy. It was obvious because Jeremy was their only son. Hearing the story of how she passed away, Tragic death. Real Tragic. I was banned by my mum to go pay my respect for her as she paid her respects already. Well, i can only hope her family is coping well with this tragedy. Life Sucks, Don't You Agree?

Finally Outback is closed for it's renovation, after one more week of delay. It is finally confirm with mostly kitchen staff helping to move things around and Yayat not sending us any reminder for our next weeks schedule. It was pretty much confirmed already. When we left Outback yesterday, we were told to bring our boots home and when i was leaving. i took one last look at the furnishing in Outback. And at 11pm, Contractors was building a wall outside Outback. Thoughts filled my mind. Finally Outback is going to have a new look. And Kitchen's well deserved rest has came. I'm going to rest my battered body to chiong during the YOG holidays and then slow down when coming to September as UT3 is coming. I want tons of things and it can only be done if i save, especially my GT bike.

UT2 results, 3 of them are out. Cognitive, Maths & Science. Left OB and Comm. Prac. The 2 which haven't come out is the one i dread the most. Confirm D and below.
Cognitive - A
Maths - B
Science D+
Cognitive didn't know how i got an A. -.- 21/27. I sleep alot and yet i scored an A. -.- Maths was pretty good. Jumped from D+ to a B. Science however made me stun. D+. From C+ dropped to D+ I think quite a number didn't do well too, their msn and FB pm kinda emo about science. Left OB and Comm. Prac. 2 CONFIRM FAIL module. Sian. Can only wait till results come out lo.

Got Softball Training Later @ BNSS! Excited!
Will Update Soon! :D Real soon. :D