Just cleared F1 days. Business SUCKED! Really SUCKED. Friday was normal, Quite slacked. Saturday 12pm to 12am. With John, Simon, Arvin and myself. Seniors of Outback! Though i'm the most junior within the 4 of us. Sunday got cut at 10pm, but was tired alr laa. Tomorrow Off! Celebrate Kelvin Poh's birthday and John's birthday. STEAMBOAT! Die la, fat enough alr still steamboat.After what happened this pass few days, i realise everything was so different from a different point of view. It's just how you see it. Being independent like i said before, it is tiring, yet it teaches you lessons that what people of my age don't learn. Being independent is not easy, you have to balance your work, life and studies together. It is how you manage your time and money. I must say that though my life is tiring now, it is good to have friends and brothers cheering me on because they know of my situation. Me and my elder brother for example have gone through the exact same thing. Yet we will always be there for one another. We push one another on for a better tomorrow. To us, money is always the problem that existed in this world, yet we can only slog our guts out for it. Everytime I see people shopping or blogging about their shopping sprees, i always think, what will i be like if i was like them? Money was never the problem, if you need it, just open your dam mouth and money goes in. I would be still as childish as ever. Indepedent have taught my thinking to think about the others and not yourself first, it have matured my thinking too. Though i still have my childish moments with my brothers, i have my matured side too. I survived my poly 1st semester, i don't know about the remaining 5 sems, my body want to break down, but i push myself more as i know i cannot afford all this thing to happen to me.
Life do suck when you are down, but it is your inner self that pushes you back to your feet and start jogging before you run again.
Back from class chalet, 3D2N @ NSRCC Aka as Safra Changi last time.1st Day cabbed there and reached there @ 5pm. started slacking and talking. When nightfall, we started drinking. Drank mixers and Anchor. I drank 3Cans of beer and 7/8 mixer. We started dancing and blasting music like clubbing. Huili and Holly drank and holly vomitted and felt better, huili was close to drunk. Many things happened in between and put her to sleep shorty afterwhile. The beds were all taken up, so Lee Min, Me, dom, JJ and Matthew didn't sleep. Felt hungry through the night and called mac delivery. :x Was quite full and TV-ed all the way till 7am and went up to sleep with dom and matthew as there was bed space. Slept till 12pm and woke up. Bathe and went down mahjong with the people, shortly after me, JJ, huili and dom went bowling. Then Kbox with Yuxin and Alycia. Pei JJ and Dom to swim and went back to chalet for bbq. Cooked with dom and finished everything. Then we started to drink again, with no mixers, we drank pure and i was moody when i played mahjong, Leon offered to buy beer and i drank a bottle to myself, aftermath i had headache. So i went upstairs to rest, i thought alot about me and her, drop tears and fell alseep without me knowing. Next day, woke up packed up and left. Went breakfast with JJ, colleen, matthew and huili. Homed, settle some stuffs and slept again as didnt sleep much during the 2N, woke up dinner, DOTA, and now i'm blogging.
I know its over for us now, it's over. You lied to me and i was foolish enough to believe everything you said. During the chalet, i drank because i wanted to forget you, but i couldn't. I wanted to break down so much but because of friends, i showed them a smile on my face, so they wouldn't ask much. I texted you and either i got no replies or cold replies from you, till i found out something that made me think you lied to me! If you told me the truth when i asked you indirectly, we could still be like last time, everything seem so different now. I'm letting you go till fate let us meet again.
