MY WORLD

I lost my motivation to do things. I don't know why too. The feeling just hit me so suddenly.

Work today is fine, tiring. Back problems came again. I just really hate this old injury, when i need to bend my back to do things, it will come. If i do not need, it will not come. Countless of burns i had while cleaning the fryers and taking the food. Had 2 small cuts. 11pm Kitchen closed and check the dam line till 1130. Rushed last train and homed. Tomorrow needa pack my bag for chalet. Sian ttm, lets hope tomorrow will not be busy and no injuries. :D

I know you will be reading this but i don't want you to do anything, it's too late, way too late.
Why didn't you consider that i will be that 10%? 90%? Gosh, that really sucked. I Shouldn't have told you how i felt, i could just have told a lie to you and this things wouldn't be happening. One simple question and one simple answer, led us to this situation we are in now. I should have just told you my first lie. Fuck it. I'm in the wrong for this, it was me that told you everything, it was me who expected the way we would be after 2years. You were my motivation for everything, even during work when i wanted to break down due to fatigue, i pressed on just because i know i can get to talk to you after work. Everything's gone, in 5mins. GONE!
Just because, i will not be in that 10%..