After what happened this pass few days, i realise everything was so different from a different point of view. It's just how you see it. Being independent like i said before, it is tiring, yet it teaches you lessons that what people of my age don't learn. Being independent is not easy, you have to balance your work, life and studies together. It is how you manage your time and money. I must say that though my life is tiring now, it is good to have friends and brothers cheering me on because they know of my situation. Me and my elder brother for example have gone through the exact same thing. Yet we will always be there for one another. We push one another on for a better tomorrow. To us, money is always the problem that existed in this world, yet we can only slog our guts out for it. Everytime I see people shopping or blogging about their shopping sprees, i always think, what will i be like if i was like them? Money was never the problem, if you need it, just open your dam mouth and money goes in. I would be still as childish as ever. Indepedent have taught my thinking to think about the others and not yourself first, it have matured my thinking too. Though i still have my childish moments with my brothers, i have my matured side too. I survived my poly 1st semester, i don't know about the remaining 5 sems, my body want to break down, but i push myself more as i know i cannot afford all this thing to happen to me.
Life do suck when you are down, but it is your inner self that pushes you back to your feet and start jogging before you run again.
