Mood down to 0. Struck me so suddenly. I don't know why. Not the first time it happened.
Sorry bestie for shouting at you, i didn't mean it. Real sorry.
Thinking back, i was independent on 1st december. 1 year later, my body is tired, tired till an extent that i never imagined myself to be. My teenage years are shortlived, sec1 to sec4 after that i'm living a life of an adult. Sometimes, i really want to quit school and work full time. But education is important in Singapore. What to do? Continue with it, till one day i die of exhaustion or i die of old age. I am jealous, jealous of every fucking teenager whose parents give them pocket money. One fact is i'm relieved to see my parents' burden lessen. It is showing that what i'm doing is actually helping them.
In front of people, i'm a bubbly teenager who takes everything to his stride. Balancing both work and studies equally. WRONG! It's the exact opposite. I don't feel happy at all, in fact, i'm tired. Too tired to even feel happy. Always excited for pay day, but now, i don't even feel the excitement when month end is coming. When i'm down, i have only myself to confide. Thinking about everything. My only pillar of strength is FAMILY. This group of people is what i'm pushing myself to the max i can. I don't care whether i fall down, cause because of them, i will stand up and walk again. Families like, Parents, Siblings, AhMa, AhYi Kor and AhQi Kor. For them i am pushing myself to the limit. Friends are also there for me too, i appreciate it alot. Thanks.
I don't know how much longer i can hold on, mood swings come frequently, waking up for school late. i just hope 3 years pass in a flash. JY Shuofeng, you can do it!
Okay, in maths class now, I have a 'pilot' and PIG in class. HOW GREAT IS THAT.
Dam it sia, lucky they not in my group, if not all kena from me, Seriously, want be freeloader don't do it till so obvious la. -'- E26M is disgraced to have classmates like you. SERIOUSLY. FUCK YOU!
E26M is GREAT! UT1 period now, With maths technical glitch, it is screwing everything up. RETEST ON 3rd December. WTF man. -.- Class outing soon! I WANNA GO SO BADLY! :D BONDING WITH CLASSMATES IS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD! :D
Outback, i'm speechless, sometimes i really want to leave, sometimes, things there stop me from leaving. I received chef's jacket from Donald on Saturday, Looks nice but HOT! SERIOUSLY DAM HOT! But i still love it, it portrays me as a chef / cook. Life inside is good, though sometimes i'm pissed with certain stuff, some other stuff make me cool down. Ashif to me, changed not much, but you can see him slowly changing. Abit of change is better than nothing. I have decided to leave but not so soon, maybe next year after terence leave. I want to find a job in Tamp / bedok area or some shops near my house will do. I just want to shorten the distance home. D:
Well, gonna be busy with school and work nowadays, Outback is getting busier while school is getting more and more hectic with 1 project and UTs coming. But no choice, Gotta move on right? It's gonna reach exactly one year when i created this blog thanks to VELDA but i only have 70+ post. Pathetic eh? HAHA! Will try to blog more but i cannot guarantee frequent! :D
Blog when i have time again! CIAO! :D
This UT is screwed up, Both HTM and Math paper have problems. And always last minute then inform. PIANG EH! -.- Hope all the 3 papers left don't pua this kind of stunt for me sia, i want score well in Marketing, Entrepreneurship and HTM. This are my ACE Module.
Well, i, kinda lazy to blog la, partly because i'm sick and still in UT mood.
Will blog once i'm free. UT! HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! FML! -.-
Okay, have been lazy to blog this few days or weeks. Due to work or pure fun i have from my class.
Life have been down down down and rarely a up, I'm suffering from migraine and yet i don't want to see a doctor because i really don't have the spare cash this month. WORK WORK WORK is what i did this past few days.
UT tomorrow, and i'm not in the mood for it, blink of an eye, 5th week of school is starting. I really love E26M from the bottom of my heart. Till now, i haven't even skip one day of class. Many times i wake up and feel like not going to school, i will think of the module and faci, esp my class mates which never fail to make my day with their lame jokes. I seriously don't know what to study for UT, Geof send me the notes, yet i'm lazy to read. -.-
Terence & JK birthday coming soon, this Friday. Drink and most probably toning over. i hope i can make it. No cakes smash no nothing. Purely BBQ party, which is rare for TCC members. i hope it will be a blast for them! :D
Sunday is Ah yi kor's fate deciding day. Where Yi Lian Gong stuff on 25th dec will be confirmed then, kinda look forward to it but there's maths UT on monday. -.- DIEEE!
Okay, GTG study for HTM tomorrow! :D
