School is screwed, from week 8 till now i am late for EVERY SINGLE DAY! Great, daily grades cui, UT cui. Almost all C(-0.5) which equals to a D. I really don't know how to push myself for school, early in the morning i did wake up, but i will automatically sleep back after my alarm is off. Till 7 or 8am then wake up. Faci talked to me asking me to come earlier for school, i always told them i'll try i'll try. Still Late. Gosh, everytime i walk in, i see the shaking of head by the faci, i feel ashamed, ashamed by the fact that i'm a guy yet i cannot even try to wake up on time. Next week onwards, i'll really try hard to wake up on time. Ben tan, Miss Ng and even May Mak Tey pinned hopes on me in coming to class on time, it's time i really stop disappointing them.

UT 2 is over, at least for the paper part, left Entrepreneurship road show this wednesday, kinda sian for it but it's good to know more people i guess. Helping the team print some thing tomorrow then need to clean house. SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

Life, i don't wanna talk about it anymore, the cheerful me is long gone. See me now and the past, you'll see a whole lot of difference. I always wonder, why can't i be just a normal kid in a average family who do not need to keep thinking about the money factor, i always wonder why. All i want is a normal life like my friends, but i can't. Life really sucks, i HATE it. I miss the old me. The really old me..