UT is here again, yes. AGAIN! HTM was tough this time round so was maths. I really hope i pass all my modules in this 3years of my poly life, i DO NOT want to go back to year 4. I really don't. But everytime i see myself slacking in class, doing nothing, not learning anything. It worries me alot, i don't know how to push myself on further anymore. I've reached my maximum point in life where i even used my reserve gas tank to push me on. What's pushing me on now is people around me who have hopes on me, family, friends, faci and ex teachers. I'm afraid to disappoint them and i do not want to disappoint them either.

Work is kinda screwed too, exams all spreaded out, hard to find time to work also. I need to revise too, i don't want to go back year 4 like i said, i told my mother i'm sorry as i fail to be independant this month due to buying iphone4 myself and leaving myself broke this month. Same for feb, this month due to UT, i'm working like super little. I really don't know how to survive next month again.

SOH open house just over, attended 2 1/2 of the open house. 1/2 day due to work and i missed the best part, taupok mohaimin. MYGOD! that sucked. He was like guai lan-ning for the past 2 days when he got his punishment on the 3rd day. HAHA! Met new friends like Claire, Jace, Sabriya, Afiqah, Hong xuan, Hellven, Apple, Jin Han. All this are my booth people and ALOT ALOT MORE! DAM! I should start joining JIVE activities! It's so dam fun laa! I WANT TO BE A JIVE-ER! D:

2 More New Year Resolutions

Join JIVE activities. Eg, JIVE Camp

Be OCL for the upcoming orientation!

I'm DESPERATE FOR THIS 2 NEW YEAR RESOLUTION! NEW PEOPLE! NEW FRIENDS! :D

That's all for now. The next post will be tomorrow, but on a more serious note.